Pairing: J2, with a side of many others (non explicit) Words: 3600+ Ratings and warnings:R (NC-17 in later parts). Swearing, sexual references in blasphemous contexts. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone involved as character in this story, but their names have been used with only admiration and love :)
Summary: Jared and Jensen don't like each other. Sure, they dated years ago. Sure, the sex was great. Sure, they never really resolved their issues in the breakup. All that matters is that they are definitely not in love. At all. Right?
A/N: This is incomplete because I had a horrid four weeks or so where I got sick, got slightly better and then got sick again and time completely ran away from me because when I wasn't sleeping, I was working and it turned into a vicious cycle.
Beta'd by the lovely jdl71, who stepped in at the last minute and fixed all my problem areas. Any remaining mistakes are all mine.
Written for the spn_reversebang 2017 challenge. I scored the stunning prompt by fridayblues, who was an absolute saint and forgave me even though I don't deserve it. I look forward to completing this, because I'm genuinely excited about it and about getting back into writing after my super long hiatus. Ann has even expressed interest in continuing with art as it unfolds! (Seriously, how lucky am I?). Make sure you head on over to her post and leave her some love there for her gorgeous art!
Today we packed up your things - your toys and blankets and bed, and my heart broke all over again.
It's been only two days since you unexpectedly passed, and tomorrow will mark the first morning that I wake up and you won't be sleeping curled up against me. I think it might be the hardest day I will face since losing you.
For those reading this, my much loved dog, Holly suffered a sudden major seizure on Friday evening and never recovered. She passed away in our arms shortly after. She would have been 17 in December and while we knew she wouldn't be with us much longer, she had never seized before and was responding incredibly well the the medication we had her on for renal failure. All signs pointed to a few more months, not a sudden loss.
I'm thinking of going to the AHBL convention this year, partially because I promised myself I would if J2 ever came back to it, but I literally know no one in Aus/Sydney that is also going and my anxiety is skyrocketing at the thought of being by myself in a crowded convention.
So, flist, I would love it if you knew any awesomesauce people based in the Sydney area (or outside of it if they are going to the con anyway) I could get in touch with.
The link diverts you from the original. It takes you to a separate page that will not show up on search engines, in order to defeat the thief's purpose of attracting search engines. (The site is full of advertising.) But as you can see, a lot of people have been complaining.
I don't know if any of my friends may have been victimized, but there's a Complaint Page, which you can go to and make him take your stuff down.
I don't have time right now to see if he's lifted any of my stories, but I will be checking as soon as I can.
(And I'm using my fanfic tag so if he steals this entry he won't be getting any real fanfic, LOL!)
As decided by the community, today is 'post something random in your journal day', as a way of saying this a community site, and we like it that way!
So without further ado, I announce that in less than two weeks time, I'm going overseas!!!! This is pretty big for me, I've only been interstate and never via plane, and I'm about to spend a month in several foreign countries. I won't lie, I'm freaking out just a touch *pulls out hair*.
I will be in London for a few days, meeting up with my sister who is about to end her living there for the past two years and then we're going on to Egypt, Italy and Greece.
I don't know how to end this. HAPPY RANDOM POST DAY!
Things that happened in the last however many months:
I dropped out of uni (accidentally, through a series of misunderstandings and me not being bothered to fix them), and I feel so much happier for it.
I'm working (technically casual, but it's like a 35-40 hour work week) as the front desk of a guest house in my local area. I'm also doubling as the manager-during-the-week. It's pretty awesome, and I love it for the most part, since I kinda really don't like other people.
I've moved out of home!!!!! For the first time in my life I am not living with my parents. It feels pretty great, because for a while there I was feeling like I couldn't live there any more. My parents and I get on great, but I really needed this move. I don't yet have internet at my new house, so I'm leeching off the work wifi when I can. I'm hoping that without internet, I may write a little more, rather than read all the time.
Got myself a new batch of friends, to replace the ones that seem to have forgotten I exist, and was once a friend.
And finally, and the main reason that I haven't written anything, posted, commented on stories or journal entries even though I've read them, is that for all I'm at my happiest and most content than I have been in a while, my mood is on a real down. Like, depression episode down. Zero motivation, want-to-be-on-happy-making-meds down. (Also, I didn't like my springfling submission [though thank you so much to the people who did like it!] so I haven't posted it here.)
It really, truly sucks. So it'll probably be a few months till you next hear from me (in fact, it'll probably be November, since I signed up for and shall resurface for reversebang again) because I'm still getting over my best friends abandoning me.